I loved him like there was no other kind of love
Like I never experienced any kind of heartbreak
Like there were no risks to take or I didn’t have any important life decisions to make
I loved him like…
No other
But he broke me
You see
He entangled me into his web of lies, squirting venom in my eyes to blind me from the treacherous tides of distrust that later on drowned me
I couldn’t see the other woman around me so I loved him so profoundly
He broke me
He made me feel like there was no sky
Like gravity didn’t exist and I was floating in a world that turned into an abyss of lies
He broke me
You see it was a while since I broke down and cried but I wasn’t crying cause I was sad but crying because I was so mad I gave this man the last thing I had that was so wholesome about me
He broke me
And I felt like I couldn’t be whole again
Like that humpty dumpty had a crown, sat on the wall and came tumbling down nursery rhyme was about me
He broke me
And I had lost my crown
I lost my crown then started to drown
You couldn’t tell me what the upside to down was
And then there was the web
So I’m drowning, wrapped up in a tight sticky web of lies, blinded by the venom in my eyes while the tides of treacherous distrust surround me
No longer was I loving but heartbreaking profoundly
Crying profusely but healing abstrusely
When I realized venom spitting spiders couldn’t swim in these tides
Was I crying because you lied or because my eyes needed flushing from the venom spat inside em
I couldn’t let my heart supply them
And let my tears provide your ocean of distrust more reason to adjust it’s grip on me drowning
I found comfort in how downing this heartbreak was
You broke me but I drowned you in your own ocean of lies
I survived
And later realized I rather be drowning in distrust than be a fly caught in your sticky web of lies
Who broke me?