Stutter
I…..stutter when I think about the way you’re making me feel
It’s not like I’m….not like I’m…
*sigh* Okay…
It’s not like I’m falling in love but I’m falling in like with the slight thought that I just might
Just might like you
But what do I know?
They say this stuttering thing is onset by nothing and totally unpredictable
I just notice that I only stutter when I’m trying to express what I want to digress and things I’ve surpressed and regressed in my head
You know about my….my feel•ings?
Feel•ings
Feeeeeeeel•ings
You see
I can say it when I say it slow
But those things never come slow
Feelings come in like a row boat crashing to the shore on a rainy day backed by tidal waves
And then they leave you in this craze
Wet and awoke, strangled by the maze of feelings that have grabbed by your throat and drowned you in a rip tide of emotions you tried to hide
And then you’re getting resuscitated on the same shore love pushed you to
Dragged out by a tide your heart is pushing away
And kissed by the man who’s making you feel this way
I….I just don’t know
If I’m ready for that kind of show